HORRIBLE!
Man, it has come to my attention that I am horrible at having a blog. I just can’t seem to pry myself away from real life to do things in the digital world. I spend a lot of time in front of the computer writing and working on the next projects. So after that I really have no other desire than to go outside.
I’m really sorry for this lack of blog responsibility. I will work harder. Or I may just give up. My original intent was to really give everyone an insiders look at the first time filmmaker world. But the most I can say is that it is really hard and a huge struggle. You fight and fight and have fun and you drink and you try to make the best film possible. But then youre not really aloud to talk about it do to legal issues and what not.
I can say this. Finishing your first film is really depressing. I spent 8 years of my life dedicating every moment to making my first film. Every new person or artist I met, every opportunity was somehow channeled into helping me create this film. Now that it is over, I do not have that passion. The lack of this passion can really bring you into a depressed state of most mortem. So now I strive to find a new passion. I believe at the moment it is Sock Monkey. Either way the lesson I have learned is this: With passion in your life, you feel fulfilled, content, happy. A goal keeps you moving. Positive intention makes it happen. Without these things you can find yourself wandering around the mind maze… Lost – trying to find your way out of yourself.
OK – hopefully I knew update will come to. LOVELY, STILL releases in the spring. It played for a week in OMAMA and people DUG IT!!!
Nik